Dass

 I feel like I am cheating life. Or death. Take your pick. One, because I write this as my message to all those who care enough to read this after I am gone. Yup, I mean finito, death or the end of the person that's me. Frankly I had everything ready in my mind - what I wanted to say, but now I am blank. Like I will be when I am dead. Let me try anyway - try to rummage in my mind on what I wanted to say... For one - Don't U dare cry because I am dead: Laugh, chuckle, smile, for I have lived. No regrets there I lived. Sorry for hurting some of U. (why should I be capitals and U in small?) Happy to have reached or crossed the 50's still sane though it took three more years... nah four when nirvana hit me softly. Life is this much only and nothing more. Money matters but not so much that it makes your life revolve around it. Nothing matters. Life does. Living does. Living for others... That is the cheat code. Don't worry.  If you have a problem solve it. Don't think ab...