Never mind the age...

Damn, is it me or does everyone who is aging feel like this. I feel the past 35 odd years in my life has passed by me in a jiffy, as if I was in a drunken daze or haze and time laughingly fleeted by. (I am 56 by the way)

Really, I feel that youth was wasted on me as I lived it away, in pursuit of life's inane offerings. I did live my life but... I feel so much wiser and relaxed now.

I love every minute of today. Now. I am older. I will be older and every day I get better.

I told one of my friends that I am a better version of myself and anyone would be lucky to have me, now.

As a youth, a young guy, I was unbearable: full of me, myself and I was the smartest guy around.

How stupid.

I have realised that I am pretty much ordinary. I know less and less of everything.

I don't know life, but I am getting to know myself.